Research Diary
A photography journal from an upbeat-pessimist — documenting beauty in overlooked places, tracing repetition, stillness, and slow collapse. Part research, part wandering, part attempt to make sense of the noise.

Tales from the Loop: When Restriction Becomes Reality
What started as a strict experiment in repetition soon grew into something more. From McCarthy’s bleak novels to weeks of forced rest after injury, The Loop began to evolve into Tales from the Loop — a project where fiction, restriction, and rediscovery intersect.

Tales from the Loop: When Apathy Strikes
After months of daily walks and image-making, I found myself caught between routine and restlessness. In Chapter Four, I explore the creative plateau — how I tried to push through it with experiments in abstraction, large-scale printing, and a surprising encounter with political theory.